Making a change :)

In light of my recent feelings about my body, I have decided to make a change. NO NO, i am NOT going to diet. lol. I don't NEED to diet. My dad has p90x and is going to let me borrow it. Now, i think i would like the "Insanity" work outs better but the p90x is FREE so that's what i am doing :) 

I think I'm going to try to blog about my journey. Now I am not obese and it's not going to be some huge deal if and when i lose weight and better my life. It's kind of like seeing these tv shows like Jon and Kate plus 8 or 19 kids and counting. Yes, it is rare and interesting but where are the shows about NORMAL, AVERAGE families? Well this is the journey of THIS normal, mommy of 3 who used to be an athlete and in amazing shape and just wants her body back. Trust me, it's not like I think i'm going to turn into some hott momma. I just want to look in the mirror and LOVE ME. I am hoping to get started tomorrow afternoon OR Wednesday morning.

I haven't decided if i want to work out before bed or early in the morning. If I work out at night, the kids will be in bed already and my hubby can work out with me. Then again, if i get up EARLY in the morning I can work out while the kids are sleeping and my hubby can work out with me...the downside to that is that it'd have to be at like 4:30-5 in the morning. His alarm goes off at 5:30 and if we worked out, we'd both have to shower. Him because he needed to go to work and me because it's never a good idea to have 3 kids roaming around while trying to shower:) Either way, it's GOING to happen. I am happy to get started...

WHENEVER i start, i will weigh myself and keep track of it that way. Yay:) IF i lose weight, i dont NEED to lose much. I'm already smaller than average but I'd like to be able to go and play with my kids outside without sucking eggs...LOL! Thanks for supporting me in my journey to get fit :)