Monday, February 7, 2011

love it or hate it, this is me

Oh how to start something out about myself...

I am really a simple kind of girl. I love my husband and kids more than anything. Don't try to ever make me choose because you probably will NOT like my answer. I have few close friends. Don't be sad. It's that way for a reason. I have my wonderful husband that I consider to be my best friend. Then there is Jess, Joel and Raven. Those are the people that I consider myself to be close to. Ty and Jess pretty much know everything about me. Joel and Raven are just learning, lol. I really hate liars. If you can't tell the truth, just keep your mouth shut. Also, I am the best person to discuss ME with. I come off as rude or mean when all I am really doing is being honest. My mouth has gotten me into trouble many times. Most times, I'm just putting a thought out there and someone gets offended. Couple things, if i was writing about you...i would put your name, if you are taking offense to my rambling maybe it's because you are finding some truth in it. 

I love being a stay at home mom. A lot of people ASSume that I'm lazy (yes i AM calling you people an ass). This is not the case. I actually LOVE working outside of the home. It just so happens that for now, it is best if I stay at home with my kids. I actually prefer that. My kids are less sick that kids that go to daycare. Staying at home allowed me to breastfeed my baby girl (although i have had to stop and I  HATE it.) I get to provide a service for my children that I would not trust someone else to do. I can make sure my daughters diaper is changed and that she is fed when she is hungry. I can make sure my son does a good job wiping when he goes potty. Those are just things that I dont feel like would be important to someone else. My sister worked in a daycare and it was horrible there. She could not believe the workers acted that way. I am not saying all day cares are like that but the ONLY one I know about was horrible. I'd just rather stay at home with my babies. Another thing is that i get to have them help make supper for their daddy (not all the time) and they LOVE it. Alot of working parents don't get home until 5 or later. I enjoy being able to spend time with my kids. Not just rush home, make dinner, do homework and then its off to bed for them. I am very blessed to be able to be a stay at home mom. Most days aren't perfect, but hey - name ONE person that has had a PERFECT day. lol.

I am so excited about the mini van I will own as of Saturday. Yes, one person I know said that she makes fun of people in mini vans..and i told her she could get ready to make fun of me...lol! If I just had 2 kids, I probably wouldnt want a mini van. But I have three and they will all play sports. I wanted something with enough room for them to be comfortable and for all their gear. Plus, I can go get my friends (and their kids) and haul them around now...lol. My mom hauled my sister and I around to play ball and I plan on doing the same for my kids. I am prepared to take on that "soccer mom" or whatever sport, i am ready to be that mom for my kids. Plus, a mini van is better than no vehicle at all and my parents have told me that it's a really nice van! I can't wait.

 I am such a sensitive person and i HATE that about myself. I get my feelings hurt WAY too easily. I like to think I have a good sense of humor. I make my husband laugh, if that counts. lol. I would rather sit at home on my butt with my family than go out and get drunk.


I told myself I would not let myself rant and rave on here...so i am going to TRY not to. I have had a lot on my mind here lately and just wish I could put it out there. But I am going to try to be a mature adult and keep it to myself. Raven's already heard it anyway. lol. Love ya Raven! 


I am an open book. ask me anything and i will tell you the honest truth....

I am a very sensitive person and I HATE that about myself

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